HappyHappy

2009-05-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

Watashi no Kanojo :D

2009-05-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

I HATE MY MUM

2009-05-01T19:50:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe this is happening. Is our story going to end here like this? The more I think of it the more tears will start coming out. I'm controling them not to come out, so you will reply smses. Please dont ignore me, I'm very afraid right now. I didnt know why I will wake up so early at this hour. I want to sleep longer. I dont want to accept the fact that I'm losing you.
This 5 months together, I gave my best to be the best boyfriend for you. A guy that you can trust and is different from others. I'm not a flirt or any rubbish, just devoted to you. You told me if I asked this question to myself about whether you are the 1 for me. I asked this question to myself many times, the answer is always yes. Ken too asked whether you're the 1 i will want forever. My answer is also a yes without hesitation. Cheng hao asked whether will I want to marry you, My answer is also a yes without any thinking.
I feel so lost right now, how is my life going to be without you. I dont want to find out at all, I want us to return back where we used. I dont mind starting all over again because the only 1 I wanna be with is you. To me you're not just any fish in the sea, you're a mermaid that lives within. Someone so rare, someone almost so perfect in my eyes. I can never find anyone like you anymore, I promise myself that you will be the last and it will be.
My heart will always love you no matter what.

2009-03-09T01:23:00.000-07:00

好开心!

宝宝!

有你我好开心 (:

2009-03-06T22:40:00.000-08:00

我不够好

Very pissed with myself, very..

I tried very hard.. very hard to make this work.

But the only thing I caused is unhappiness.

I just simply suck to the max.

I love you and I really tried to show it with actions instead of words all the time.

I can feel unhappiness in you whenever you're unhappy.

I want you to be happy, it means alot to me.

Its pains me to see you unhappy

If I've known, I shouldn't work there.

I should quit the job right now.

I dont wanna work there already!

All I want is to earn some money to spend on you, make you happy.

I dont want things to happen between us.

Trust and bonding, I've tried my very best to make it strong between us.

I want them to be stronger.

I dont want them to collapse anymore.

I dont want to lose you neither will i want to leave you.

I want to stick to you like glue forever.

You're truly dear to me and I've always been truthful to you.

You're the only girl that can be a part of me.

Forever and always have been.

2009-02-20T10:10:00.000-08:00

My 1st Valentine (:

2009-01-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

17th (:

Happy (:

2009-01-16T07:56:00.000-08:00

SickSick

Yesterday was a terribleterrible day for me.

Woke up at about 7am, showered, had breakfast,getting ready for school then suddenly had a terrible stomach upset.

Vodmited out my protein shake that i had just taken >.<

Was feeling really giddy then i descided to go back to bed.
Woke up about 11 and I was having terrible headaches.
Ate some medicine and went back to bed.
At about 1.30pm, visted the doctor at clementi.
I was feeling much much better already, maybe because of the medicine and i vodmited out the bad stuff.
But still, I need a MC for my absence of school today ):

After doctor, ken and junyi visited me awhile.
Chated and accompanied them back to clementi to take their transport home. After that went home to rest again.

Mum called saying the her friend's dog is at west coast park.
I missed that dog so much, been like 4 months since i last saw it.
Despite having abit of headache, I still want to see the dog.
So cute can!
Next time when I grow up I wanna have a pet like her (:

2009-01-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

HerHer

Went for a movie date with her yesterday.

Was soo looking forward for it, wanted to catch some nice nice movie with her for a long long time already.

Went to *weishemo* to catch the bed time stories!

Some of my friends say its a dumb show but i find it quite nice.

Infact I was enjoying myself while watching the show.

The Ginny pig is soo cute can, I love its eyes.

How i wish i can own a ginny pig like that :X

7/10 for the movie! :D

After that we went to buy some nua nua mua ji and headed to a playground near her house to enjoy the cold wind. Was super hungry, maybe dinner wasn't enough. Hahas.

Played the swing in the playground, been donkey years since I played one (: Both of us squeezed into 1 swing and try going high high together, hahas. She was afraid of heights so didn't play long. She was so cute and adorable when she was screaming and gripping onto the metal chain of the swing when we were high up. Missing her face right now ):

Played around the slide with her while giving her surprised shooting stars from different directions. FunFun! Especially when i hit on a spot that tickles her badly, hehe. Love to see the way she taking revenge on me :P

After that, rested and ate our nua nua mua ji before sending her home. Was so hungry tired and hungry :D

Time seem to pass so fast when we were together, if only it can slow down.

Without you by my side, I really cant sleep at night.

Can't stop thinking about you regardless how tired I am.

I wanna be the guy of your life, no one except me.

My dream last night was terrible, I dont want it to come true.

So afraid of losing you ):

2009-01-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

J.A.M

Been so busy!

Last term of school and soo many projects coming in ):

Lots of studying to do too ):

School life can be real terrible ):

But there are always good friends by your side suffering the same thing with you, hahas.

Went to destress ourselves in the toilet during IDEA class.

Kenny and Aarony

The 4 butterfly! Farm give me see, noob SA users :X!

DieDie must score more then 3 gpa points for the final examinations!

Argh! :D

HerHer

Last week, went ngee ann with her to compare their open house and SP's. Realised that SP is so budget can? Ngee Ann's open house is more spread out and the goodies that are available are more appealing.

We bluffed our way through to get our hands on the goodie bags. I'm a retain student while she's 5N, hahas! Like so fake lo, funnyfunny :D

After that, home-d with her for free homemade dinner then sent her home (:

2009-01-03T21:21:00.000-08:00

HerHer

Met up with her yesterday!

Bought a scarf while I was waiting for her to finish her homework.

Wanted go her friend house find her de but like bu hao yi si, hehe.

Wanted to catch a movie de but its getting late :(

So we just went for dinner and home-d

She could tell I wasn't really myself yesterday.

I'm okay actually, maybe because I just wanna spend more time with her.

I've been thinking of her alot more then usual lately, dont know why too.

Can feel that she's becoming a part of me, I cannot dont have her.

Sometimes I just want to hide her goodness, so that only I can see it.

No one else except me.

2009-01-01T00:01:00.000-08:00

I'm so afraid right now, so afraid of losing you.

Me myself dont even understand why.

When I saw your face yesterday, i knew you were unhappy.

I did'nt mean things to turn out this way too, its just a coincidence.

Kept worrying and thinking about you, I never wanted you to be unhappy.

You said its alright but i know its not.

I tend to think alot too, its just me.

I know you're feeling insecure and i understand that.

It makes me happy to know that at least you cared about who i'm going out with.

I cried last night, on the way home.

Tears just drop out and i dont know why.

Its like somehow i can feel your unhappiness, a feeling that i cant explain too.

Its just so unfair, I really tried to build the trust between us eversince we were together but last night was a downfall.

I was so miserable, i just wanted to see you.

Every promises I made with you are promises that are not meant to be broken.

I treat these promises seriously.

My mum told me to put in 50% of affection into this relationship, afraid that i might get hurt 1 day.

But i just couldn't do that, i had to give 100% of me and no less.

My heart tells me that you're the 1 for me.

You're always on my mind and i miss you all the time.

I need you, always.

Darling, I'm sorry that i cried when i talked with you over the phone just now.

My feelings just let out and I tried to control them already.

I feel much better after telling you everything.

I miss you terribly, all i want now is to see you.

Get well soon kay, probably see you during the weekends.

I love you April

My best Xmas

2008-12-30T22:04:00.000-08:00

Xmas

Its Xmas! And of course I'll be celebrating this special ocasion with someone special! :D Picked her up at her house about 5pm and we headed off to marina.

Exchanged presents before we headed off to the mrt. I was soo happy! she got me a bagpack which i desired one for very long already :))! I gave her my wrapped present to her too. Told her not to open yet because I'll feel shy about it :X

Reached marina about 6 and we decided to play abit of bowling, hehe! Wrote our name on the waiting list and we went to play the arcade while waiting for our turn. Saw this game powerstone! It was my favourite game when i was sec 1, hahas. So long didnt play le but i still managed to remember how to play :X Played awhile then the bowling person called me le.

Paid the fees, grabbed our shoes and we headed off to our bowling lane. I was afraid that the balls were to heavy for her so I went of searching for the lightest balls available. But the lightest turns out to be quite heavy for her :((! Registered our names on the computer. Stared at the machine for about 2 minutes because I totally forget how to use le. Its been about a years since i last touched this machine :X

Time to bowl! Hoping I still have my bowling skills with me, hahas. She was quite new to bowling so I tried teaching her a little. Taught her postures and abit of how to roll the ball but she turned a deaf ear to me because my ball kept going to the drain on the first few attempts and she cleared all the pins in 1 ball by just dropping it to the ground .__.

The first few rounds were just warm ups! After that I played fairy well already but she still refuse to learn from me :((!

I was feeling really happy now because I'm with her :))

Strike ah!

She just dropped the ball .__.

After bowling, we went back to the arcade because I want to see her dance para-para. I find her really good at the game. She was dancing so gracefully to the arrows :))

Headed to suntect for dinner after that, took our last picture at marina before that. hahas :D

Walked around suntect for quite some time looking for some nice and affordable food. She's craving for japanese food that day so we went to this japanese restaurant for dinner. Was hopping my 100 bucks were enough. *Fingers crossed* :X

The food all looks so nice, dont know which to choose. Agony!

Smile Smile to the camera! Ta Shi Wo De MeiMei :))

Hearts to you! :D

Pig-Zhu is finger twisting :P

We wanted to order lots lots of foods de, but the waiter told us that we were ordering lots of foods and we were insane! :X In the end, ordered 2 different set meals for both of us so that can shareshare the dishes among each other. The dishes came quite fast, maybe because we kept on taking pictures bah :D

Hello, Kai Dong! :)

Hellooo, Kai Dongg! :>

So much dishes lo! Was thinking how she will finish her food, hahas. Sure can have some of her's de :D The drinks came shortly after the food. She had strawberry drink while mine was the peach. Couldn't bear the drink my peach juice at 1st, looks soo nicee :D

Had an awesome dinner! As predicted, she could'nt finish her food :D Lucky the waiter warned us earlier lo, if not will have food wastage le :X I was very full too, hahas. The meal was worth it!

I saw happiness in her while she was eating. I want her to be happy always :))

After dinner, we went to take a stroll at the esplanade park. Found a spot and we relaxed ourselves after the heavy dinner, hahas. Noticed some malaysians beside us and she kept teasing them about the way they speak. " Wo de lighter mei you gap (gas) " Evil~ .__.

Many white balls were floating on the sea. They say its wishes made by people for the upcoming new year, hahas.

Took manymany pictures with her. The santa hat pin on her look so cute :D

After disgesting our food a little, we headed to back to me MRT. I dont wanna go home ): She feels the same way too (: Thought for awhile, we descided to go kbox at jurong east :D Trained back to jurong east and suddenly remembered that jurong entertainment centre closed down for a long time already. So we headed to clementi kbox instead. Trained back from jurong east to clementi, hahas. Reached clementi kbox and realised that the its $38 per person! Totally a BOMB! So not worth :( Then dont know where to go le, there's no last train home le :(

Walked around clementi and we sat a empty space behind clementi stadium. Trying to spot the stars together at the night sky, hahas. Sat there for about 3 hours :X We were both very tired already but dont want go home yet, hehe :) We talked and told each other about how we felt.

I treasure every moments with her :))

Sat there till4am in the morning then made our way to west coast park by foot, hahas. Had a long walk with her, somemore both of us already wanna doze off already, hehe. Had macdonalds at there, so hungry, thirsty and tired :X Wanted to wait till the sun rises before going home but we're just too tired already. Insisted to send her home but she insists me to go home and rest, hahas. Accompanied her till she got on the taxi :))

Darling, this is my best christmas ever. I want to spend all my next upcoming christmas with you and you only. I love the gifts you gave me, thankyou kay, they mean alot to me.

IloveYou

2008-12-30T20:22:00.000-08:00

Xmas Eve!

Woke up real early that day to prepare the foods for the party later in the night. Sliced the fruits, baked the tarts, squeezing cream into the tarts and put choco fudge on top of it.

Can't wait for a feast! :D

Mummy made too much choco fudge so I finished the leftover fudge myself :X

Had a yummy lunch made my mummy's old friend which consists of meatballs, unagi, cheese scallop and veggie soup. I just simply love the cheese scallop!

Nearly finish the whole portion by myself, hahas.

After that, went to meet up with ken at his house to play pool before coming to the feast. He gave me this topman paper bag for xmas and i thought it was something cooool in it. But then i realised its just the bag, inside the present was chocos and jelly beans! Junyao claimed that the present only cost him 6 bucks, hahas! Everyone was laughing over it.

Well, i still love the present from my best polly pal! :D

Met up with cheng hao at safra and then its pool time! Junyao and ken kept on challenging each other while me and cheng hao danced with the pool stick. My brother joined in the dance, hahas.

Freaking funny, like bunch of fools around the pool table :D

Pool on ken! So never spend any money so far since I met him :D

Bus-ed to my place for the feast :D!

Invited Lennard and Meng to my place, been so long since i last saw my this 2 buddies. Never seen lennard about 3 months!

So much has happened lo, did alot of catching up with him (:

He has become taller and fatter! :X But he say i become super skinny ):

I eat alot lo, but dont know why cannot get fatter de ):

Had the most tender meats and the freshest fish in the feast! The sashimi is better then any japanese outlets in singapore :D

Had like 3 servings of food, freaking hungry. Hahas (:

After dinner, Meng, Martin, HongChuen, Lennard, Aloy, Ken, Junyao went to the games room to play pool and table tennis. I had to entertain the guest a little ):

When i came to find them, the whole room is in a mess! Went away for like 10 minutes then the whole room become like havoc. Pingpong balls keep flying everywhere and hongchuen keep shouting like some fool at the pool table. Meng even slammed his fats onto the pool table which breaks the table into 2. Freaking funny lo, laughed till my dinner nearly come out :X

Enoughed of playing, we went dipping in the swimming pool. It was wet weather that day and the water was freaking cold! Had a coke fight after that. Each of us took cans of coke, shake it real hard and spray the coke onto each other. Really wasting lots of coke lo, hahas. After getting soaked with coke we jump back into the pool to wash ourselves thus polluting the pool with coke.

Funny!

That night Eugene called saying wanna meet us to ton.

Met him with another 4 of his ITE mates and 4 ladies.

He's gonna confess to 1 of the ladies to be his galfriend.

Cant wait to see show later, hahas.

Eugene rented a big room for us to play games and chat. Played this nintendo tv game which requires moving actions to play. Find it really fun, maybe because its my 1st time playing bah. Watched the show " The messengers" in that room. Can do so many things at 1 time lo, hahas. A horror clip but i watched the show before le. Chated with Eugene's ITE friends and played card games too.

They changed so much since i last saw them, like 5 months ago. All their hair become longlong with colour le, hahas.

Well, I used to have long fringe too kay but now its BANGS! :D

Eugene then started to pop the question to his beloved lady. Everyone then went silent in the room. Tv turned off and Games paused. Eugene's face become freaking red lo, very funny! But he the way he pop the question like so... unromantic >.<

After that, walked around orchard for awhile then head home le. Everyone were like walking zombies already, hahas. Performed a short dance for eugene and his new gal to see. Got this santa hair clip in exchange from them.

I want to give my *MeiMei* wear (:

You've been on my mind through out the day.

On the bus to meet ken, wondering you still sleeping like pig-zhu mah.

Playing pool with ken, wondering what you're doing right now

Had feast at my house, wondering you taken any dinner le yet

Tonning at orchard, wondering if you're having fun

Hugging my jacket in the cold, wondering if you're alright at this late hour of the night.

Regardless how tired am I, Can't get to sleep because I'm worried about you.

Can't wait to see you the next day (:

2008-12-30T08:42:00.001-08:00

Date with Dad

Xmas with her, Xmas eve with mum and friends. And so i spent my Xmas eve eve with my dad (:

Before meeting him for dinner, I rushed to the shopping mall near my house, hoping to get a sweet last minute xmas present for him.

Got him some nice chocolates :D

He told me to meet at 7.30pm so i descided to write a card for him at 7.

In the end, he reached my house at 7!

No choice but to scribble something on the card for him ):

He asked me will he cry upon reading the card.

So funny can, i told him its a last minute thing because *reasons*

Then he gave me a pen and asked me to write more words into the card, hahas!

My brother and I were like laughing all the way :D

Went to holland to have dinner! Dad wanted to eat something chinese but in the end he chose to eat at Swensens >.<

Ordered lots of foods! My heaven, hahas!

After dinner, he send us home le :D

Dad gave my brother and I money for xmas present! Hehehe :D

2008-12-29T18:39:00.000-08:00

Dance at hougang

Went all the way to hougang on the 21th to perform some show for some bazaar thingy. Went there quite early to warm up ourselves before performing.

Quite fun actually, hahas.

Starting, we must dress up ourselves with accessories from the bazaar and showcase a fashion show on stage. The accessories make me look like some loan shark lo, too much chains le. Hahas (:

Guys promote the accessories while the ladies promote dresses. Cool Cool!

Coming up right after the fashion show is our performance! I was quite nervous because had to think of a solo piece for about 3 eights.

The choreo went well but i screwed up on my solo ):

Too nervous till i went off beat and then anyhow dance le. )):

Free flow of ice creams and drinks available for us! I ate like 4 big scoops of ice creams of different flavours :D

Took some pictures before leaving to meet my *MeiMei* but unfortunately, pictures haven send to me ):

Rushed down to CCK after the performance to meet her. I was like waiting impatiently in the train because i wanna see her badly. So miss her! Legs keep shacking, kept changing songs and stomach churning inside me. Churn till my stomach become freaking pain after all that ice-cream ):

Made her wait for about 1/2 an hour, lucky no punishment. Hehe (:

After that we head down to West Coast Park to relax relax. Walked around the park with her as we saw people flying kites and little children running around. So adorable. Settled down at the rocky shore facing the sea. Nearly fall into the water because I didn't realise the rocks were mossy at the bottom. Scary ):

Enjoyed the cool breeze as we spend our moments together, hehe (:

After that, went to climb up the pyramid. She was afraid of heights so she stayed at the middle point while i finished the climb. SMILE! (:!

*MeiMei* and *ChouChou*

I looked like some drug addict. ZzZz *ROAR* ZzZz

Sometimes, I hope that time can go pass slower then normal so that i can spend more time with her.

Moments with her seems so fast to me. Like after awhile, the sky suddenly become so dark and mum starts to sms me warning me that its 11 soon ):

XingFu de gan jue (:

2008-12-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

Danzation!

On Friday, went to Ngee Ann to watch danzation! the dopest concert ever! (:
I went with kaixin, nanlin and junyao.

Met up with kaixin and junyao at clementi and then took a bus to ngee ann.

Everyone was late lo!

I was the only 1 punctual .__.

On the way walking towards ngee ann convention centre, saw Raynee! Been soo long since i last saw her. She never change 1 bit, hahas.

I think she went to cheer for her boyfriend who is performing bah (:

Saw many familiar faces at the convention centre.

Alot of supporters lo!

The whole concert lasted for 3 hours lo! Very nice very nice! I was like totally enjoying myself the whole time. Freaking 10 stars for the concert :D
Seeing their performance makes me wanna improve more.

Motivation! :D

Some of the very nice videos!

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After the concert, we went to clementi to have dinner while kaixin tells us her story about a guy trying to jio her.

Funny funny!

Me and Junyao was like laughing none stop as she continues her story.

Cant believe such guys exists :D!

Met up with darling after my dinner and accompanied her home.

I can tell that she's feeling awefully sick on that day.

She felt so warm and was literally shivering ):

Accompanied to her doorsteps and I make my way back to home.

2008-12-19T23:15:00.000-08:00

Its 17th again!

The next day, went out with her to celebrate our 17th day of the month.

Its her turn to organise and see where she'll bring me to (:

The fish farm! We visited a fish farm near her house, hahas. Nearly drop the idea of going because we waited like a long 1 hour for the free shuttle bus to come. But since its her idea of going i insisted on waiting for the bus. Its worth it anyway :)

Took picture on the bus! Pretty her and .__. me

When we reached the farm, went to look around the fishes which are on display for sale and took pictures of them.

Some were adorable but some were like poo :X

Adorable orange fishes (:

After that, we went to this Wu Gui corner to feed the poor little tortoises. They were so fat can and they hardly move around till they saw food. There's this baby tortoise at the pool too. We tried to feed it but always got pushed away by those fattys, hahas.

Darling! Chin up and smile to the camera!

Just like this (:!

After struggling to feed the little tortoise, we went of to catching some fishes!

Its no easy task. The fishes are very alert of moving people even though they are eating at the same time. Just 1 wrong step and they will swim away.

Most fishes move together in schools so its really rare to find 1 fish alone in the pool. Super hard to catch those fishes but she's pretty good at it, hehe.

The beautiful ones coloured silver and orange are much harder to catch as compared to the ugly grey black ones. Always catch dao the ugly ones ):

Darling's putting effort to catch them!

So am I

We saw this little boy and his father using some 4 sided metal cage from the drainage and use it to trap the fishes for easy catching. Playing cheat lo but we also use it and catch dao 2 nice silver fishes. The person in charge was noticing us so we dare not use it in front of him, hahas

Spent about an hour at the fish area. In the end, thanks to abit of cheat help, we managed to catch 3 orange and 4 silver fishes ONLY .__.

Hahas, so hot and sweaty can. I was like dripping water none stop. Hair also become messy messy le :(

Ah Ge Ah Ge

Washed up! and we went off waiting for our free shuttle bus. Kept trying to take picture of her with my phone but she always hide and cover her face.

I find this picture the nicest :D!

Back at CCK, went to the catch the movie twilight! Both of us have been watching lots of movies lately, hahas. We smuggled our KFC dinner into the movie, funnyfunny :)

The movie's awesome. I find Edward freaking shuai! Not that i have a men crush on him but i just wanna be like him, hahas totally impossible. Bella is also very pretty! (:

Story about a vampire falling in love with a human, how they met, started going out and trusting each other. Being a vampire, Edward has to control and resist himself from temptation of drinking Bella's blood. This movie also shows the interesting times they have together and how Edward protects Bella from other vampires. CoolCool, 5 stars for twilight! (:

After the movie, we went somewhere to see the night sky with together :)

Darling, you're an important person in my life now. Neither will i ignore you nor leave you alone. I wanna be there for you for the rest of this life. You are not a trouble to me, infact its makes me happier to always be there for you.

amk

2008-12-19T22:38:00.000-08:00

Our Movie date!

Few days ago, went out with her for our movie date at AMK hub! Been so long since i last went there because its so far!

Before meeting her, i went to this job interview with Junyao and a coka-cola factory at Boon lay. It pays about 70 bucks for a 7am-7pm daily basis. Its like 12 hours of none-stop work lo but i needed money so i agreeded to the in charge saying i would work. He then told me what to do and what to wear and be punctual and stuff. In the end, after a few days, he called and say he doesn't want us to work anymore ._.

Okay back to the main topic, met her at about 3 at her door steps. Supposed to meet earlier but again, she's my little piglet :D

Picked her up from her house and then we headed to the MRT platform. She was so beautiful on that day not that she used to be ugly but just that. She looks special maybe because she's wearing my favourite colour? :) And i wear like some super slack retard :(

Watched the movie "something something no. 7" . Couldn't remember the name, hahas. At 1st, i couldn't understand the show at all. Its like watching the life of a postman. But in the end, i realise the true love meaning behind the story.

Not a bad show :)

After the movie, went to NewyorkNewyork for our dinner. At 1st we couldn't decide what to eat and we went walking around AMK hub inside and outside.

Just walking around with her makes me so happy already.

Had no idea what to eat! Stared at the menu for about a long 10mins before deciding what to eat, hahas.

Gorgeous her! :)

My dinner!

Her dinner :)

Darling, i wanna be with you. Always

After dinner, send her to her home sweet home :)

BBQ

2008-12-19T22:13:00.000-08:00

Her BBQ!

Last week, went to her class outing with her to eat free BBQ foods! :D

Met her at her house around in the late afternoon. As usual, she's late :X

So i danced danced danced as i waited for her, hahas.

Saw this very big dog outside her house, so cute can. I want a dog too :(

Went to jurong point 1st to catch a movie as its still early. To our surprise, jurong point has become much much MUCH bigger as compared to last time. Almost twice the size I'll say, hahas. Explored the new place with her and went for our movie. Moments with her seem so short to me, i want spend more time with her :(

After that, went for the BBQ. At 1st we couldn't find the place lo! Like so embarrassing as the place is around Clement and that's why i lived :X

When we reached there, so many of her classmates were there already. Almost everyone i would say. Their class is like so united as compared to my own class. GRR :( Managed to make friends with some of them, they are very friendly people. Had lots of fun and took abit of wine from them, hahas. I love wine! Makes me warmer as I'm cold-blooded :X

After the BBQ, i tagged along with her and some of her friends to Clement to relax awhile. While walking, one of her friends cried. She was drunk and suddenly remembered of her unhappy past. They say its been a month since they break up and she still remembers her previous love. I pitied the gal, not that she needed my pity but i really think she doesn't deserve this. Wondered why her boyfriend treated her that way. None of my close guy friends would treat their love ones this way. In fact, its the other way round. AGONY!

Went to the open space at Clement. I chated with huimin's boyfriend along the way. I find him a really nice guy and gave me lots of nice advices from his 1 year relationship with his galfriend. Darling said that he's a woodblock and i quite understand why the gals think that way after my chat with him. Guys' mind and Gals' mind has a different point of view bah :D

After a short while, i accompanied her to the taxi stand and she took a cab home.

Miss her ..

Aaron's meal time

2008-12-10T19:56:00.000-08:00

HerHerHer!

Exams are finally over! Hope to score highhigh for all my subjects :D

Went out with her on sunday to catch our long-planned movie date. Soso happy to see her after a long 2 days of not seeing each other.Those 2 days felt like forever, soo missed her :(

Met her a CCK MRT platform at around 6.30. Supposed to meet at 6 right after her guzhen class but i was slightly late, hahas. Lucky no punishment :)

Headed to Vivo to catch our movie!

Unfortunately for us, most of the nice nice movie tickets were sold out or left with front rows! I hate front rows, makes me super headache no matter how nice the show may seem :(

MiseryMisery on our faces, our movie date must be pospone to some other day :(

Starting to get hungry, we walked around the whole of vivo finding nice nice foods to eat. Saw this long queue at this greeny restaurant on the 2nd floor which i cant remember what's the name.

Singaporeans' theory, long queue = cheap and great food. And so, we get on to the long queue, her idea. Hahas :D

Our feast for the night! Looks totally appealing right?

But infact its totally not so nice. The only thing thats nice was the potato appetizer on the right. And its not cheap kay! Still wondering why people come here to eat. I'm okay with the foods actually because i practically eat anything thats edible when i'm hungry :D

Staring at the "oh-okay" bakerice..

Even the tomatoes looks more tasty :D

Both of us kept on playing with the camera, play till all the foods arrived and turned cold. Funny funny :D

After dinner, we went to the rooftop rest awhile and see the night scenery. Initially, i wanted to treat her to some nicenice lovely icecream after dinner but both of us were like so full! And she claim that she's too fat to eat any icecream now so i just bought a scoop for myself >.<

Took pictures with her! :D

Started fooling around after my ice-cream. So many people watching can! (:

I freezed like 2 minutes to get this picture done,

She took her sweetsweet time lo :X

Face turned totally red and so many people were like staring at me ( I guess ) Hahas :D

Darling, you're my greatest gift that has bestowed upon me

Sometimes, i will think about our past and how happy i was when you've let me enter the wall in you.

I will never let go of this love neither will i let go of you.

No one can ever replace you, You're my 1 and only

SillySillyBlurrBlurrPig :D

Exams!

2008-11-27T06:33:00.000-08:00

ExamsExamsExams!

Argh!

Exams are soo around the corner and I've been mugging none-stop for the past few days.

Well, maybe not none-stop because i tend to get my body moving after studying for awhile :X

Wanna score high high HIGH for this coming exams, hopefully can get a 3 GPA score that i promised at the end of SEM 2.

Hahas (:

HerHerHer!

Studying can be real bored but not when i'm with her!

Hehe. For the past few days, I've been spending time with her studying, having dinner together and sending her home!

Hahas, every moment with her is a happyhappyhappy thing for me.

Reallyreallyhappy (:

Sent her to school today, wake up at 6!

Hahas, reminds me of secondary school days though i wake up at 6.30 during those days. :D

She said she's sad and feeling unhappy emotionally last night.

Maybe due to exam stress and pressure?

Well, I got worried so wanted to accompany her to school today, hehe.

During my 1st lesson today, she suddenly messege me saying she's feeling terrible due some discussion in class about parents.

I had no idea topic was it but she burst into tears the moment she thinks about her long lost daddy.

Got soo worried!

Ran from T12 to T4, hahas.

Nearly fall into a mud pool somemore lo!

Luckylucky if not i become chocolate for the whole day le, hahas!

Tried to console her for awhile then i ran back to class.

Morning run!

Met her after school to study awhile, then went dinner and home-d

Darling, i will always be there for you whenever you need me

Knowing you is fate and getting you is like a dream come true

Your presence is of utmost importance to me

Mei you ren ke yi dai ti ni (:

Me The Cook

2008-11-22T07:16:00.000-08:00

Candle light dinner!

1st date at my house, hehe.

YupYup, i planned a suprise for darling yesterday.

Hoping to make a memorable 1st date (:

Picked her up at her home at 7 and then journeyed to my home. She kept asking me where are we going and I kept telling her funny funny places like taking her to sell, going to school and go go the far far tampinese, hahas!

Along the way, i kept giving her clues on where are we going. But my blurrblurr just couldnt figure out till 2 minutes before reaching my doorsteps :X

Gave her instructions on what to do as i prepare the dining table!

Plates, folk, spoon, cups, candles, flower, everything!

So anxious and nervous can! Dont wanna mess up anything :X

When everything is ready, brought her to the table with her eyes blindfolded and

TADA!

Our candle light dinner, hehe!

Asked her to take a sit as i cooked some soup and pasta for her!

Ahh, it was my 1st time cooking for someone and i only practised twice before the actual thing. Made TWO mistakes yesterday!

Firstly, i cooked too much noodles!

Even me, the pig (she calls me that all the time) couldnt finish them. :X

Secondly, i forget add garlic on the sauce! ):

Lucky she say the foods are yummy (:!

The Aaron's soup (:!

Aaron's pasta! This was the smaller portion and look how much it is! hahas.

Thanks my buddy ken for teaching me how to cook.

He accompany to buy the groceries and teached me patiently on the cooking.

HappyHappy! If werent for him, there will be no dinner le. Thanks junyi for the company too (:

Took pictures of me and her, hahas.

The cook for the night (:

My darling! Gorgeous gorgeous her (:

Big Smiles on our faces! :D

You told you were afraid that i would cut myself or burn myself while cooking. Was really happy that you cared for my safety. I even heard you sobbing away while i was preparing the foods and you told me it was nothing. My silly silly darling, all these to make you happy is so worth it ah. Ni kai xin, wo ye kai xin (:

Darling, I will never let go of this love, you meant the world to me.

Wo ai ni..

Honey

2008-11-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

HerHer

Days ago, went out with her to catch the movie "The Coffin". I think the story is nice considering it to be a horror movie.

*Fate cannot be changed. Karma cannot be thrown away, it will just pass to someone you love dearest*

Hahas.

The Movie poster, nice nice movie (:!

She was really terrified when the horror scenes come, hahas.

Well, at least both of us enjoyed the movie (:

We had dinner at sakae sushi before the movie. Expensive expensive!

After the movie, its time to gogo home! But before that, took some nice nice pictures with her.:D

Chin Up! hahas.

4E3!

Yesterday, went out with old classmates! hahas so miss them especially our basketball mates pohan and chi pong. Ages since we last saw them lo.

1st, we went to watch the cartoon show megacascar. Its funny but i dont seem to be laughing, hahas. Perhaps many things were on my mind. Well, I like the penguins though, hahas.

Went to BK for dinner and chatted chatted! Chatted stuff like pohan has grown a beer belly? hahas, So much to catch up!

After that, took pictures with them then took mrt with martin and home-d

Chi Pong!

Eugenia!

Pohan! The man, hahas.

Monk, handsome martin and me! (:

Lastly!

I love you my sweet sweet honey.

2008-11-14T22:01:00.000-08:00

DanceDance!

Waves was a blast last week! Everything went perfet!

(except for my elbow freeze as usualy ): )
One of my best days in life. 1st time performing and its super nervous for me especially when its near my turn to perform.

My stomach suddenly pain when i was on stage lo! Oh my god, hahas.
Before the concert, everyone has to put some make up on their faces for foundation purposes. 1st time make uping! Super curious (:!

My white face! (:

Bboy manager and I (blushing)

Street G! hehe, everyone just finish their make up :D

Waves 13 Bboys! (:! EnjoyEnjoy!

After the concert, everyone was in happyhappy moods! took some nice nice pics (:

Joshua! Retard!

Shawn! CafeCartel partner, hahas!

Nelson!

Janice! My camp mate, hahas

Peggy!

Shermaine!

Oh blurr image, Its me and denise (:

Pretty Pearl! (:!

Lastly, SDZ!

Wished could have taken more pics ): but nevermind, there's always next year!

One last pic! She came to watch me perform! Ahh super happy to see her after the concert lo. Her support meant alot to me.

Love her love her (:! :D! :P!

HerHerHer!

A few days ago, i went to study with her (: Went to meet up with her friend showed me some love poker game. Wuu liao lo :X

Studied with her in the library for an hour. So warm lo in the library, all the aircons like useless de ):

After that went dinner with her at lot 1. Happy happy that i ate my favourite ramen (:! Happy happy can spend time with her. Eat our fills le, i walked her home.

How i wish everyday can study, eat dinner and walk her home lo (:!

2008-11-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

Oh my god!
Been sososo busy with passion lately! Finally there is some time for me to write (:

HerHerHer!
YupYup, last monday i went out with her! Spent our depavali together at bugis. Wanted to bring her to mout faber actually but it was a wet weather that day ):
My shopping mood wasn't there that day so i didn't really buy anything. But her's was so strong that we walk almost the whole of bugis street. Tiring! :X
Though shopping is not my thing that day, i still enjoyed it. Just being with her makes me so happy already. Seeing her choosing her favourite dress makes her seem so cute (:
After that, we took a stroll along bugis and then headed to arcade! We played this music game and its so hard to play can! Just couldnt catch up with the beat. :
ThenThenThen, we played the basketball shoot out. We coulnt even complete stage 1 lo! how terrible can our tossing skills be. But the funny thing was seeing how she attempt to toss each ball! She was like hoping like a rabbit lo! Hahas (:
Had dinner at pepper lunch express and then sent her home.
At her doorsteps, she handed over this box of hand-made cookies to me. I opened it, saw a lettle "A", a "Heart"-shaped cookie and many small round cookies in it.
("A"aron - "Heart" - "A"pril)
This came into my mind immediately, foolishness :X
Knowing how much i like you and feeling a little weird about it, you still spend your time with me. I'm really really happy that I've met you in this life. Hope to be the important person in your life and be there for you when ever you need someone by your side. So gonna break that wall in you and wait for you to get stronger. Wo Deng Ni.

DanceDanceDance
Waves is soo around the corner and i've been practising almost non-stop everyday, hahas. Spent my weekends camping in school to practise the routines. It was fun actually, managed to talk and know more people from the club. Though dance can be tiring, the sleeping was the suffering part actually. It was soo freaking cold in the dance studio at night can. I was like grabing myself like some dumpling while trying to sleep. In the end, i went out of the studio and found the stairs a better place to sleep. Hahas.
When the clock strikes 12 midnight, StreetG went for a little night walk around the school. To me, the haunted red bridge was the part i find most horrifying. It was so high up can! Like about 5 stories high and the cold night wind was quite strong. Had the feeling of falling down anytime. ScaryScary!
Along the way, i fell into a drain, thus having cuts on both my knees. How stupid lo >.<''' Painful ):
Overall, Camp was fun (: toodles.

Esplanade

2008-10-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

Argh! everyday is DanceDanceDance! Super tiring but FunFunFun! (:
Finally our chero is complete! love the *Pros gogo away for 2-eights* part, hahas.

Hmm, 4 days ago... its saturday!
We showed our chero to ryan from O school and then headed to esplanade for some photo taking session! Some modern dancers joined us, it was quite fun actually.

All time favourite *Hi-Chair* Big Smiles (:!

Shoulder Freeze! gonna get up to elbow soon! :X

Terrible Air-Freeze! Hope to do better ):!

Havoc in esplanade grounds! (:

Street G! (:

SDZ! (:

Hahas, happyhappy to know street G, they guide and teach me lots of stuff already. Big ThanksThanks (:

Hmm 2 days ago.. its monday!

HappyHappy, i manage to send her home again! though is till CCK mrt only (:
Really enjoyed the trip, as i can talk to hear and listen to her voice at the same time. I remember she keep talking about Ah Wei and how Shuaii he is. She even mention about his breaking skills. Grr, i'm so gonna train to be like Ah Wei le :X

I Hate My Mum!

2008-10-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

She does'nt even wanna look at us. The moment she look at us she would shout all the unpleasant stuff at us.
"YOU BETTER CLEAN THE HOUSE! THIS IS NOT A HOTEL! YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHER AND ASK HIM RETURN HIS FUCKING PHONE TO HIS FRIEND! BETTER BE HOME BY 11 IF NOT I THROW ALL YOUR STUFF OUT AND NEVER COME HOME! HOW I WISH I NEVER HAD YOU 2 AS MY SONS!
Well, thats what she would say and then slam the door before i could say anything. She wont even give me pocket money and transport money for my poly days. How bad can that be! Worst, she wont even support me in dance, claiming that all that practise is just waste of time. What kind of mum is she. >.<

Yesterday chalet was fun! Been some time since i last saw uncle. Showed him our Breaking, making him laugh at us, hahas. Meng, my brother and I kept dranking alchohol beer through the night. We kept shouting like some bunch of monkeys! Even tried Breaking in tipsy mode. Super fun luh! (:
Shuwei and her friends were at the chalet too. After 18 months she's still the same gal that i used to like. At 1st, she's just a long-time-no-see friend sight. But after getting a little tipsy, i started to feel angry. A feeling like how stupid i was to believe that she's a lesbian. How dumb am i to get dump by her. The longer i look at her the more angry i get.
Feelings started to mix in me. Before the chalet, i went out with EyeCandy to orchard to accompany her shopping. I had a really great time with her. After all, i liked her for about 6 months already. Things started to better for me and her. I was suppose to be happy at the chalet but i just feel so angry when i see shuwei. I should think the happiness about EyeCandy not the unhappiness about shuwei! Argh! ): But after sobber abit, i felt better. EyeCandy even text me to text her when i reach home, sweety (:

Today after school, i had lunch with EyeCandy and ken and her friend. Oh my god, her friend looks like my 1st crush during sec 2. Hahas, i remember that time my hair was slope and i look just like any other gheeds in SP, :D
Well, lunch was okay but it was a disappointment to my bud-ken ): sorry man, I'll try harder to talk to her next time.
After lunch, it was time with the dance club! (:! We went to the orphanage to entertain kids by showing them dance steps as well as teaching them. It was quite fun though but some of them can be quite ... :x One of them even called me uncle lo! ): i'm only 17! >.<
After that, we came back to SP to Break for awhile and then went to find meng and martin to slack, hahas (:

Terrible GEMS

2008-10-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

argh! 1st GEMS class is horrible! The classmates are like so quiet and no one talks at all. There are even gheeds in the class who shout out wuu liao answers ):! I hope i dont regret. hais

Well, but through out the day, school was fun! especially my 1st autoCatt class. The teacher is like super lame and funny can! Andy was like laughing till pek, hahas.
*Her textes are as fast as ever (:!

After school, BREAK awhile, and guess what. I sent her home! (:!
Super happy luh i can accompany her home. But she has to be with me being all sweaty ):
Happy moments for me during the ride to CCK (:!
Miss her pretty face so much..

Got home and she tells me her little problem which involves a Gheed and his Lian
Don't worry, I promise I'll help you settle it and make you peaceful again, my EyeCandy.

Holidays Over!

2008-10-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

Firstly, THANKYOU bud-mengyew for helping me make this blog! finally got a diary to write. Yayness!

Well, today's the 1st day in school and its awfully terrible!
lesson at 8am till 10 then lesson starts again at 3pm! I was like how am i gonna spend my time!
Well, at least i did quite okay for my PEEE. 68 marks :/

She called me today in school 3 times and each time i was super happy can. Without caller-ID, each call was a surprise and each time i hear her voice makes me smile. Her text replies were super fast too! compared to the replies 5 months ago (:!
I miss her..

After school, its breaking! Breaking breaking till about 9pm.
Junyao was like watching me practise instead of practising with me! >.<
He kept laughing about me practising infront of little kids who were playing catching. One even tried to do FLARE! LOL!
Having spend about 2 hours + practising, i still cant get my Air-Freeze right! grr!
Air-Freeze Air-Freeze please let me learn you.

2008-10-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

this is my 1st blog..
YAYAY